Maddie is in pain and her situation hasn't improved. when we saw the vet this weekend we were able to get a little pain medication to go along with an antibiotic just in case this was only the case of an infection. this is more than an infection though. the vet has indicated the cyst is necrotic and vascular ... i had to ask what that truly meant and i learned that the situation is dark.
the best decision for Maddie is the worst scenario for me. we have an appt this afternoon where we'll say our goodbyes.
i will always love this soul that has touched mine in so many ways.