Saturday, December 18, 2010

dreams ... be careful what you watch on tv

rough night. i made the mistake of watching a show online that involved a crew in a submarine trapped 2000 feet down and consequently i had trapped and alone dreams all night. not at all what i needed.

i called a friend at 1230 am just because i felt like i was losing it. i love that my community has volunteered to help me through this. he prayed with me and i returned to fitful sleep. the dreams were still dark and unreasonable. they made no sense and yet i was terrified to wake unless that caused me or someone else to be lost forever. i woke with a start more than once.

rough night. now i have to figure how to fill my day.

2 comments:

Lisa said...

ugh. sorry. praying still.

brokensaints said...

yep. been there. needed people to sign up for days to be with me. it sucks but it'll get better.